what was inside here...

somehow i feel like i want to write something..something to share but i am prohibited to do that....it is kind of disappoint me...but i will write something ...something that have some to do with my heart nowadays...i am happy with u..thanks dear...i always enjoy my moments with u..but sometimes i do get hurt...i try not to be bother by the things u did that make my heart hurt...yes..i dont want to pressure u...i will accept it if u dont want to share anything with me cos i think u are not ready...but if i get to know that there is something between u and her , u will be suprised what i am going to do with it....if u love me, she should not exist in our relationship on any grounds...i accept that she is ur talent but i think she is not just as ur talent..u are sharing with her..that's why i think there is something....that is what i felt about u and her..i am sorry for that...it just what i felt...yes...i admit that i was jealous of her.....there are many reasons for that....i wont tell...it just what i know about it and what i felt about it...i am fine just my heart keep getting hurt because of her....yeah....she....she.....i wont mad at u just a little disappoint at u because u text her, although that she didnt text to u...if she text to u first , its ok for me....for me, i only have u, there are no more other person that can come into my heart and my life...there was no more texting from who i assume as my friends which means boys but even girls wont contact me...on my fb u already know it urself...i wont hide anything from u...but ....dont worry dear....i will take care my heart by myself...there's nothing more i will ask from u....just be with me...all of ur time just for me...friends are just on fb...if u assume them as ur friends...i want to be more understanding girl for u...i am talking rubbish dear..i am sorry again...i am sorry for my rubbish post dear...please ignore it dear..this is what i felt in my heart dear...i am sorry again...i will always support u dear in anyway...dont worry...this is my heart's talk...that's why i name my blog my heart's talking...if it talking some of it should be written right..i had so much happy time with u dear...thanks...i cant write it in here...i just write it in my books...it just a secret between me and u..and our momments....