selamat hari ulang tahun ayah!

assalamualaikum.

i might publish this post early because of limited connectivity .

well, here we go..

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

16 jun 2013
 we all know that its FATHER's DAY
i know that too.
i always remember that FATHER's DAY since i can remember.
for your information, it was my late father's birthday.
yeah..usually i celebrate his BIRTHDAY + FATHER's DAY together because it is on the same day..

he has been gone for quite sometime..
i remember that he passed away in 6th of RAMADHAN in 2007..
i was in Form 2 at that time..
i miss him a lot..
i have done so many wrongs ..
i know that i'm not a solehah child for him.

i miss him a lot..
i used to kiss him every night before going to sleep..
i want to change myself for better..
i know its hard.
my friends did help me a lot ..
but i know i'm not strong enough..
i did get into misunderstanding situation with my friend because i didn't listen to him..
well i know he advised me for the best but i'm stubborn girl..
i wish i'm strong enough to be someone better..
thanks for helping me..

i miss him a lot..
it was quite sometime i didn't dreamt of him.
i wish he will be in a better place there..
i will try harder to help him be by HIS side..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HAPPY FATHER'S DAY AYAH.
AL-FATIHAH TO AHMAD SABRI BIN ABD. AZIZ
I LOVE YOU AYAH!

i have lost all softcopy picture of him since i have formatted my external..
only have left a few hardcopy..
you will always in my heart ayah..


to papa:
HAPPY FATHER's DAY to you papa..
I LOVE YOU PAPA..
please take a good care of our family..

alhamdulillah

assalamualaikum.

first of all, i just want to say syukur Alhamdulillah!
i never thought that i had made that far...
Ya Allah thanks for everything..
i could never ask for more...

but quite sad cz i didn't know to share with who other than my parents..
i miss the sharing part with my partner..
well, i'm walking alone now..
so have to be strong .

i never knew i did it well
although i have been in a hard state at that time..
but i know i'm strong..
i'm strong cz i have my killer friend..
i'm strong cz i have my beloved family..
i'm strong cz i'm not alone..

i'm strong cz i have ALLAH swt..

thanks for everything...

spa & gym

assalamualaikum.

i'm getting back on track with blogging..
i woke up late today..
just want to be lazy..
then when i turn on my pinky lappy ,
scrolling to new update in my blogger list..

turn this blogger Namee Roslan , she is simple and cute..
she was sharing about how to take care of ur skin homestyle..
well quite interesting of with what she is sharing..
and i know i'm easily attracted to online shopping..
=_=
what can i do...

then somehow it came to me..
i still have a few sessions at some spa nearby my college..
but thinking that i dont really have time for myself ,
it was really disappointed actually..
well before i keep my schedule update and filled with something when i do have free time..
i keep filled it up with gym and spa..

for now i was like gym is the only thing that i cant fully leave just like that..
i think its a good thing for me..i guess so..
well at least i'm taking care of myself just for myself only..
yeahhh....my SATISFACTION..

i'm rarely put on make up...
but nowadays it became something that i should do before going out..
well i'm dressing up just for my OWN SATISFACTION , AGAIN!

i'm just enjoying cheering myself up..
i'm sooo loving to pampered myself..

will do for now..
have to prepare for this afternoon..

toodles <3

trying new thing

how was it?
well i'm trying something new rite now...

hectic week!

assalamualaikum.

hope i still got some readers here.
i left my blog for quite sometime right?
well, my schedule was quite tight actually..

i'm suppose to have a long and relaxing sem's break but that was only in my dream..
my break was filled with WEDDINGS !
not mine okay.. not yet..
but my close relatives.

somehow i do act like a freelancer photographer for them.
well just helping them..
thanks for those who is very generous and kindly lend me his camera..
and not to forget to those who really help a lot through the whole processes.

for now i still got another 2 wedding events have to attend.
i always think that IF I CAN MAKE A CLONE OUT OF MYSELF...
=_=

i really dont have time for myself this late few weeks..
i want to make time , i need to make time..
but sometime when i think about it,
it is a good thing cause my head wont think about anything that will make me sad.

i'm still in recovering after what had happened..
i just want time for myself.
time where i can do whatever i want to do in my life..
also time to get away from this madness for a while.
ohhmmaaiii..

to those who have planning for camping in this coming JULY,
please hurry up make it happen..
i need some GETAWAYS  for a while..