merdeka's day guys!

assalamualaikum..
what about merdeka's day actually guys?
well short review , it is refer to our independent day.
we malaysian celebrated this national day commemorating the independence of the Federation of Malaya from British colonial rule in 1957, celebrated on August 31 every year since then.

well recently i am on my vacation and celebrating this national day with my uncle and aunt here.
i have been dying to joint the countdown and watching fireworks around here.(here means KL)
thanks to my beloved uncle and aunt for taking me to the nearest yet less crowded than Dataran Merdeka
for me to watch the fireworks as they know i'm pretty excited to see it.

we went to Persint 5, Putrajaya . Gladly my cousin also followed me there.
we didn't go inside the PICC , (i think so) because it is already crowded with people.
we decided to park by the roadside , joining others.
so while waiting for the fireworks for about half and hour, we decided to do some random camwhoring (i dont what is the right spelling actually, please forgive me. =__=)

well  let pictures talk.. shall we?

my lovely aunt and uncle with their sons.

well currently using my fisy eye lens for my samsung wonder.

the heroes <3

well that's me with my cousin,
meet syirah guys.

a snapshot of some fireworks.
it would be more nice if we can go more closer.

sadly i can't upload that fireworks video. i have been recording that for quite sometime..

=___=

well that is how i celebrated 31st august.
SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA to all Malaysian <3

selamat hari ulang tahun ayah!

assalamualaikum.

i might publish this post early because of limited connectivity .

well, here we go..

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

16 jun 2013
 we all know that its FATHER's DAY
i know that too.
i always remember that FATHER's DAY since i can remember.
for your information, it was my late father's birthday.
yeah..usually i celebrate his BIRTHDAY + FATHER's DAY together because it is on the same day..

he has been gone for quite sometime..
i remember that he passed away in 6th of RAMADHAN in 2007..
i was in Form 2 at that time..
i miss him a lot..
i have done so many wrongs ..
i know that i'm not a solehah child for him.

i miss him a lot..
i used to kiss him every night before going to sleep..
i want to change myself for better..
i know its hard.
my friends did help me a lot ..
but i know i'm not strong enough..
i did get into misunderstanding situation with my friend because i didn't listen to him..
well i know he advised me for the best but i'm stubborn girl..
i wish i'm strong enough to be someone better..
thanks for helping me..

i miss him a lot..
it was quite sometime i didn't dreamt of him.
i wish he will be in a better place there..
i will try harder to help him be by HIS side..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HAPPY FATHER'S DAY AYAH.
AL-FATIHAH TO AHMAD SABRI BIN ABD. AZIZ
I LOVE YOU AYAH!

i have lost all softcopy picture of him since i have formatted my external..
only have left a few hardcopy..
you will always in my heart ayah..


to papa:
HAPPY FATHER's DAY to you papa..
I LOVE YOU PAPA..
please take a good care of our family..

alhamdulillah

assalamualaikum.

first of all, i just want to say syukur Alhamdulillah!
i never thought that i had made that far...
Ya Allah thanks for everything..
i could never ask for more...

but quite sad cz i didn't know to share with who other than my parents..
i miss the sharing part with my partner..
well, i'm walking alone now..
so have to be strong .

i never knew i did it well
although i have been in a hard state at that time..
but i know i'm strong..
i'm strong cz i have my killer friend..
i'm strong cz i have my beloved family..
i'm strong cz i'm not alone..

i'm strong cz i have ALLAH swt..

thanks for everything...

spa & gym

assalamualaikum.

i'm getting back on track with blogging..
i woke up late today..
just want to be lazy..
then when i turn on my pinky lappy ,
scrolling to new update in my blogger list..

turn this blogger Namee Roslan , she is simple and cute..
she was sharing about how to take care of ur skin homestyle..
well quite interesting of with what she is sharing..
and i know i'm easily attracted to online shopping..
=_=
what can i do...

then somehow it came to me..
i still have a few sessions at some spa nearby my college..
but thinking that i dont really have time for myself ,
it was really disappointed actually..
well before i keep my schedule update and filled with something when i do have free time..
i keep filled it up with gym and spa..

for now i was like gym is the only thing that i cant fully leave just like that..
i think its a good thing for me..i guess so..
well at least i'm taking care of myself just for myself only..
yeahhh....my SATISFACTION..

i'm rarely put on make up...
but nowadays it became something that i should do before going out..
well i'm dressing up just for my OWN SATISFACTION , AGAIN!

i'm just enjoying cheering myself up..
i'm sooo loving to pampered myself..

will do for now..
have to prepare for this afternoon..

toodles <3

trying new thing

how was it?
well i'm trying something new rite now...

hectic week!

assalamualaikum.

hope i still got some readers here.
i left my blog for quite sometime right?
well, my schedule was quite tight actually..

i'm suppose to have a long and relaxing sem's break but that was only in my dream..
my break was filled with WEDDINGS !
not mine okay.. not yet..
but my close relatives.

somehow i do act like a freelancer photographer for them.
well just helping them..
thanks for those who is very generous and kindly lend me his camera..
and not to forget to those who really help a lot through the whole processes.

for now i still got another 2 wedding events have to attend.
i always think that IF I CAN MAKE A CLONE OUT OF MYSELF...
=_=

i really dont have time for myself this late few weeks..
i want to make time , i need to make time..
but sometime when i think about it,
it is a good thing cause my head wont think about anything that will make me sad.

i'm still in recovering after what had happened..
i just want time for myself.
time where i can do whatever i want to do in my life..
also time to get away from this madness for a while.
ohhmmaaiii..

to those who have planning for camping in this coming JULY,
please hurry up make it happen..
i need some GETAWAYS  for a while..

new book

its normal to start a new..
well i'm trying hard to start again..
gaining more strength ..
please! never let me down again..

build up my life again, my future life..

striving harder

release at last!

As'salam..

its has been a long break for not updating my blog . actually i'm just done with my final exam..pphheeewww..what a relief..i thought i'm not gonna get through with this.i had too much pressure from this..

through out this semester i had took 2 subject which were projects. quite difficult for me.but yet i did it..mostly thanks to my friends who did help me a lot.

part of the canvas for the final project for Graphic Illustration subject

above were some of the canvas and guess which one is mine?
i did it myself..naahhhh..just joking..i did get help from some of my mom's friends and my talented friend.

want to see which one is mine??

of coz this was my canvas.i'm a total fanatic fans of twilight.

that was one of my final project.

my second one is Digital Photography subject. with all the hardwork, being misunderstanding with the lecturer and friends.at last i'm done with it.

storybook / compilation of artwork for my final project

guess what i came to college today just want to submit this thing but when i reached at college only then i realise that i left my storybook..at that time, waaahhhh..how stupid me...i have to go back home just to take this thing and submit to my lecturer before 12pm.

okay done with my assignments. now its time for me to enjoy my not so ever holiday.

i only got few days for my holidays.i'm suppose to get 2 weeks off..haaiiiyaaaaa....

dont have enough time to rest.. =_=

but then maybe tomorow or the next day i will be heading to KL for my holidays's destination..

really looking forward.but actually kind of sad because have to leave him behind. i want to bring him with me but i cant actually he cants..hurm..but really hope you can catch up with me there soon..i'm waiting for you dear..

okay, had to go now..have to fetch umi at 2pm.

gotta go now..see you soon..

As'salam.